The long road of a new path

As time goes by, day by day, night by night, I wonder why all these strange events happen? I begin to question my judgment at my perspective of life. I feel as in, I'm alone. I feel that no one notices me or cares for what i believe. I feel like Gatsby.How can someone witness all this commotion and not feel like maybe just maybe somebody wants you or needs you. Someone would die for you? Someone would find you again and again cause they now your the right one for them. Maybe one day I will be just like Gatsby. People will want to know about me. People would guess about who I am or who I was. Wouldn't that be nice someone actually curious about me. Maybe I will find my place somewhere else. Maybe love will find me? I shall keep searching until all hope is lost. I am leaving now, cause a wise man once told me "a boy makes excuses, a man makes changes". Time to make my changes. Find all that I need somewhere. Not here. Somewhere, where I can get away from these people. Good bye  

The commitement

The ways of communication are awful, no one is actually true to themselves. There is always someone on the side or someone lying. Not one person calls anyone out on it. Until of course the horrific death of Myrtle. I cannot figure out if everyone just as so much trust in one another or no one has trust in anyone. Every time someone speaks, do they actually listen or just judge them and try to figure out what is wrong with that particular individual. The lifestyles can not be healthy. You need to commit to someone if you marry them. Or don't find a mistress if you have a lover?? Life is only so long. Find your up's, before its to late. If you do not truly love someone don't commit. Love is forever, life is not. 

The Rambler

Your probably wondering who I am? Finding out who I am is not a mystery. It's not a game... it's just a look in the opposite direction of Gatsby's view of Nick. I have been in this place for more than ten years now. I've seen pretty wild things, but none have been this wild. Love, affair, death, and just plain none civil living. The things that have occurred over the past few weeks right through my front window. I wish to be seen by Gatsby and maybe create conversation with him. Right at this time there is not to much going on. It's late tonight I need to get some sleep, so maybe just maybe the great Gatsby himself will invite to his party tomorrow.

The moment of silence

Death...... There is only two emotions that come with that word. Happiness, the one person that you have lost has been in plane suffering and you cannot stand to watch them suffer any longer. Or someone who has served there time here on earth. There is also another emotion which is much more common and usually always comes with happiness. Sadness which also associates with anger, depression, and holding onto something. It can feel like someone is stabbing you cause you lose someone you love for no apparent reason. Someone taking from your heart by the hands of god. Sometimes its easy to take but most times its hard to hear and deal with.. It is like probably emotionally the hardest for any human being. It takes courage, love and sometimes a bit of alcohol to deal with the lose of someone. The lose of Myrtle was hard to take for most, some it was relief. She was taken by someone else... That is not death it is murder, there is a difference. Death is either just a accident or for seen. Murder is planned, and the worst case of crime in the world. It is the physical action of taking someone else life. Death is hard, Murder is not human. Not civil, not regular and not right. Mr. Wilson had the right to be furious, but had no right to murder. Death is no way to overcome life. Life is everything, love is just a perk in that time of life.   

The Judgement

How can one man make so many people interested? He is just a regular man... In fact he is just a slightly strange man. He rarely leaves his house and is almost at a timid point of others. But not of his mistress, yes another affair in this clustered situation.. Daisy the sweet little thing being betrayed by Tom finds love again with this Gatsby. Gatsby, Gatsby, Gatsby, who is this character of a man? Is he a killer, a person of government, a German spy, a man of power from Europe? He has many different judgments by people. Why would they pick on this man, is it for that he owns a mansion? He is the mysterious man. And now how so is it that Daisy knew Gatsby? She told no one that she had heard of him, let alone, had feelings for him!! He is certainly sneaky about what he does, might lead someone to believe he could be either dangerous or the most caring person in the world. I mean why does everyone care about someone who they don't even know about. He is just another one of the human race, but this is why people take interest. This interests people, they enjoy surprise or the enlightenment of not knowing the thrill of finding out and the disappointment of finding out the truth and not finding out what they had hoped. That is life though. It has it's ups, and it's downs. The way people deal with that is the way they are judged or looked upon.    

Love, Sex, and the real world

What is even going on, this is so ridiculious. I cannot even figure out who is with who Tom is with Daisy but Daisy knows that he is with someone else. Myrtle is married to someone but is having an affair with tom and Nick really likes Daisy and Daisies friend? This is the most confusing thing I have ever read in my life. Who is Gatsby, what is his purpose in this story? Is he a lover? Is he a killer? What is the reason for all this affair going on! Tom owns two houses? One with Daisy the other with Mrytle? or are they just staying there for a while? why would tom show nick his two girlfriends? This Tom should really make up his mind on what he wants with himself! Someone is going to get hurt! Emotionally and physically whilesparks are ready to fly.